Just watched the Dogtown Zboys documentary on DVD. I saw it once before. I enjoyed it just as much again, it was really a well done documentary. Just resting and taking it easy. My back has bothered me more than usual yesterday and especially today. I am starting to worry that this final shot might not be enough. I need to do my exercises today too for it but I’m so sore and tired that I just don’t have it in me to do them. I hope I am just being paranoid and this last shot does the trick, otherwise I’m pretty much fucked and might have to get surgery. I just want this whole ordeal to be over with so I can resume a normal life. I can’t do anything without some amount of discomfort which strips the fun out of just about everything. I can’t play pinball without pain, I can’t go for a nice walk, Sitting down in one place for any amount of time makes me sore, I just can’t win.
Tomorrow’s holiday marks the third this year where I have not had my annual party/bbq. I had 2 people call me and ask if I was having one. I just didn’t have the extra money to buy a ton of food, plus I don’t have the energy to do all that preparation and running around, I’m just not mobile enough yet. I’d really like to have one soon to celebrate my new kitchen and the firing of the person I hate most on planet earth. Maybe if my back gets better, I can have one then and I will have a trifecta of reasons to celebrate.
Current TV: The 10 O’Clock news
Current mood: Depressed/lonely