After my last entry, I stayed up until past 2am working on my website. I was able to focus a bit better after venting in here last nite. “The girl” also showed up on AIM and we chatted for awhile. The more I am talking to her, the more I am realizing that regardless of our feelings for each other, this probalby isn’t going to go anywhere, at least not anywhere I want to go and that just sucks. It isn’t for my lack of trying, really the ball is in her court and she seems to be pretty unwilling or afraid to pick it up and run with it. Instead she is running from it! And SHE was the one that told me that she had the feelings, which opened up this whole can of worms. I don’t know how I became cursed when it comes to women, nothing ever works out to my favor and everything ends up being like some bad soap opera. While it makes for some amusing stories for people to hear, it isn’t so pleasant for me to actually go through that stuff. I wish I had an easier time meeting people, but I don’t go out much, especially since my back injury, and when I do, I am deathly shy. I mean, no matter what, even if I were to drink, I just can not walk up and talk to someone I don’t know. The people I hang out with don’t seem to be much better at this either.
Anyway, back to the web site. I added a CD Presents interview, redid the navagation bar, and cleaned up a bunch of pages. I think I am getting a better grasp of tables finally after this last batch of work. I am sure Thor will be happy to hear that as hopefully I will be asking him less questions. I need to start trading more links and get the name back out there so I can get more traffic thru the site. I have this cool message board and so far I am the only one who has used it! I hope that changes over time.
Shit, just realized it is 9pm and I haven’t eaten my dinner that is sitting in the fridge. I pissed an entire day way sitting in front of the PC! That and I have to get to bed at a reasonable hour so I can get up for work tomorrow.